An unshared Sorrow!

Sometimes our hearts gets tangled and our souls a little off-kilter, alone and need a shadow, you wanna cry and yet no shoulder, need a hug and lack of pillow, need to be happy yet no smile ---- In everyone's life, at some point our inner fire goes out and we all stumble and it is at this point when you want to rekindle your inner spirit and that's when the challenge arises - to face the reality of our powerlessness. A sad truth I have figured while journeying east and west is that the only folks who wound you the most is the ones who you love the most. Where did all the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe go? I guess sometimes we got to realize that even between closest human beings infinite distance continue. Everything that is right now is like there was nothing for a long time. The whole world seems depopulated. The agony is beyond defiance.

Life is not always fair and hope that its not a big joke either. It looks on in repose as we struggle to make sense of things. There is pain that cannot be known except by those who already know it. Things ain't what they used to be and probably will never be. A split in the skin that wont heal. It is a cacophony of screams. Going through an ephemeral composition of disjointed memories, removing rough edges from the good old days.

So is life so wretched considering the anger and grief and perfect time to engrave our face with all the tears we have not shed? I guess its time to let it go in order for this suffering to disappear!

Rinaya